work has finally stopped. hopefully, i wouldn't be suddenly assigned to some far off place as emergency help. and there's only a week of holidays left!!

somehow, even as i want to study harder, i realise that there will always be other mad people who will study harder and get better results. so i shall be contented, study-wise, to just try my best and accept fate, together with all those freak accidents where my expectations does not coincide with reality.

somehow, i just want to enjoy life more. not get so stressed up, just to enjoy company of good friends and family. spend less time worrying about how much money i've holed up, but to spend it within my means to make myself happy, and to make loved ones happy. *hmm*shredder?

and as usual, the one thing i always hope i could master, a better temper.

happy new yr!